Ashleys story was eventually made into a movie. He can ring your phone any time of the day or night. God was, but I didnt know that!! No temptation has overtaken you that is not common to man. I felt like Jonah who ran from Gods assignment, and ended up in the belly of a giant fish. All of them, however, have lived powerful stories of transformation, hope, and faithfulness. Testimonies; General Resources; Prayer Resources; Questions and Answers; Podcast. Now, lets go to the standers side The Prodigal Wife. Faith is often fed through (true) stories. God brought me here for a reason. but I thought it would be perhaps a Hi hellohow are you.or perhaps a few weeks down the line he might drop in a call or something.I had no idea that MY GOD was bringing my husband home that day.that instant. When God told him, Go to Nineveh, he said, I think Ill go to Tarshish instead., God said, Go east. Salvation is of the Lord (Jonah 2:9). Thank you for your testimony. Monday, January 26th, 2009 at 11:07 am in Seeds Of Faith. Hebrews 4:16 He knows whats coming and doesnt want you to give up. All suffering is worth it to follow Jesus. "Equipping and encouraging people to keep believing in Jesus", Copyright 2020 Keep Believing Ministries. Just look at what God can doHe can do it, you guys!!! Im so glad I found this site! The truth is that Gods plan continues to chase us, no matter how far we try to run, and the only way that we can be free is to stop trying to avoid Gods will and embrace it. He didnt know how to do it and often times he was so negative and emotional that I wanted nothing to do with him. Bob, a returned prodigal, has been asked most often, "What is it like for my prodigal spouse?" In The Prodigal's Perspective, Bob gives answers from his heart . Just another thing for God to Handle. In other words, dont befriend someone to convert them everyone can tell. Some of the following stories are by people who were true prodigals, in every sense of the word. You have been given the grace to stand. In many ways you have shared my own story. I also never thought that the change that I was seeing in my wife was permanent. 3. There has been so much of Gods blessings over our marriage and family ever since that dreadful time in our lives. Have compassion on me! A lifestyle publication. But a priest gave her a pamphlet describing Gods love something Angela had never heard before. Not many days later, the wife gathered all she had and flew to the other side of the country. Others were not outwardly prodigals, or were not aware perhaps that they were missing God in their lives. How much greater? bless you as well! I went through a very long and difficult time before I got a second chance to step in faith and make things right in my life. Gods got your number on Speed Dial. Yet she did it anyway. You tell us what we are doing is wrong. We dont stop standing until we see our promise come to pass. I could not understand why God was leading me to go home. Only when I finally gave it all to God and felt that peace did everything start to fall into place. I persisted in calling him that same day and eventually he picked up the phonehe was as cold as iceI felt frightened even listening to himhe told me.I NEVER LOVED YOUI AM SORRY WE GOT MARRIED..I FELT TRAPPED IN THIS MARRIAGE..I DONT LOVE YOU LIKE A MAN SHOULD LOVE A WOMAN..THE FEELINGS I HAVE FOR YOU IS THAT OF A GOOD FRIENDI DONT WANT TO BE WITH YOU AND YOU SHOULD GET ON WITH YOUR LIFE..IM He filled my body with meat and wine, He flooded my heart with love's white light; Yet deep in the mire, with sensual swine, We are two completely different people today then we were back then, so there is no reason to ever look back. I found Roberts prayer for Hedge of Thorns and I am bringing out the big guns now. James 1:8 says that a double minded man is unstable in all his ways, and unstable is exactly where your spouse is. Our God is infinitely creative. My husband of 1 year and 5 months left me on November 30th, 2010 .BUT. RUN as fast as we can!! I need to Let go and Let God take over, but being a control freak makes that all the more difficult. Despite his amazing endurance, and the heros welcome he received after returning home, Louis Zamperini struggled hard with the demons of PTSD and revenge. The devil can put us to sleep while the ship sinks or the house burns or the world falls apart around us. Maybe he can save us.. God knows how to reach us at the right moment. I have never felt pain like I did then in my entire life..it is amazing when you are down on luck how quickly you remember that GOD does exists. Williams was one of the very few who managed to actually complete SEAL training on his first try. Your words really touched my heartyou were talking about me in so many ways and I pray for my happy ending. The Prodigal Perspective Satan is defeated and overcome by the blood of the Lamb and by the word of our Restored Marriage Testimonies when we stand on the power and promise of God's Word for the restoration of our marriages and families just as declared in Revelation 12:10-11. On any given Sunday of the year, most people dont go to church anywhere. The days went by and he didnt call so on December 5th 2010.I called him..he refused to take my calls so I texted him only to be told that he wasnt interested in me and I should go on with my life.that I should never call or text him again..that was like a dagger through my heartI felt as though someone had literally ran a knife straight through my stomach and was twisting it repeatedly..but that isnt the worse yet.. To make a long story shortSunday January 16th 2011.I got a text from my husband.who accidently had AGAIN on the 14th January 2011..told me he felt the same way and I should go on with my life. He commands us to love even our enemies (Matthew 5:43-48). I cant seem to get away from God. But it helps, when we hurt, to be reminded that others are on this path too. 1 Corinthians 10:13 And I never consulted God on anything; I was too angry and my heart was made of the hardest stone imaginable. Thank you, this was very helpful for me going into the weekend. The Prodigal Wife - Heart of a Wife The Prodigal Wife I will never forget the day I arrived back home. Ill try to be as brief as possible but I really dont want to leave any detail out.no matter how small, because it may be the very thing God wants to use to inspire and encourage a stander or prodigal spouse. He can send the storm of the sudden death of a loved one. Thank You! This isnt every single detail of what happened there are parts missingbut my short journey has been nothing but incredible and miraculousbut I want you to know that with God ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE. For those of you who are still praying to the Lord for the restoration of your marriage, below is a powerful testimony we have just received from a woman by the name of Crystal. Even though I was fighting the drugs, I still woke up every morning and read a chapter in my BibleIf nothing else good happened in my life, at least I was going to hear God every day. Ashley Smith. Very painful to read your story. Karen's Testimony My story: Marriage after Betrayal My husband was gone. It's 2years now since he left me and 4 kids for another female. So I promise that from today I will cast all my burdens on the Lord because He cares for me and I will wait on God. I realized that something inside of me was not right and led me on a journey far away from the people that I once loved. My heart was sooo hard, and those were the same words my husband spoke to me. Copyright by Michael Bradley and Chris Bradley, Prayer Secret #6 The Prayer of Agreement., When People Let You Down: Dealing with Disappointment. There she squandered everything on clubbing with men half her age. God brought me to my knees when there was nothing and no one else that could help me. God Bless you! I had reached my mountaintop, onlythe view disappointed me. But, please, dont stop! I pray I find a way to have God move on my behalf. 1. The Prodigal Spouse Resource Center is a password protected section of our website. Lets take a look at how God begins the process of bringing Jonah back home. Ive created The Brilliant Writer Checklist to help you clarify your message, reach more readers, and change the world with your words. (Theres no escape from a ring, they say) It was a pretty picture of a self-satisfied man who seemed to have gotten away with disobedience. Wow, thank you so much. These stages will develop you to walk into the promise and help you to see the anointing No chance to tread in the narrow path; A few weeks ago my wife and I led a one-day Pastors Conference in Brunswick, Maine. Put it all at His feet and walk away. I got a bad report that rocked me and then felt horrible because I wondered if Id learned anything in all this time, so my faith needed strengthening. And if they get our prayers, they might one day listen to our sermons. Joseph's Christian Testimony NEW! My sense is that you knew Him when you went through your Jonah moments. As a preview to your own restoration, let me be a testimony that when God fully restores your marriage, your prodigal spouse will have . My husband and I were able to rebuild trust and heal together from our difficult past. Nichols later peacefully allowed himself to be re-arrested. However, when we are in the midst of the storm, filled with love for our spouse and the desire for restoration, we have a tendency to want to do something, say somethinganything to bring them back or keep them from leaving. So began the arduous, years-long journey of one determined mother who prayed and trusted God to save her drug-hardened, cold-hearted son, even while Christopher ran further and further into sex, drugs, and illegal activities. People sometimes ask, Do you think God can speak to me today? I tell them, Dont worry about it. My marriage is falling apart. It has become hard because the enemy deceived me, and the entire time I was running, I knew it was wrong. But many times they themselves became standers because by that time, their spouses had moved on or were not interested in marriage restoration. Some were preachers. I am putting it all in Gods hands! At the End of the Year, Are You Just Trying to Get Attention? My husband of 16 years left me on the eve of our 16th wedding anniversary. He was on a boat headed for Tarshish, running from the Lord. And there was no higher step to takeWhy did I feel so disappointed? Chad Williams. God is faithful, and he will not let you be tempted beyond your ability, but with the temptation he will also provide the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it. I long-God help me!-to wallow to-night. Love in Jesus mighty name, amen! I was a regular church goer and I tithed but I still didnt have that personal relationship with God..well God has a way of getting our attention in ways unimaginable.and he got mine. That moment of sheer surprise will be forever etched in my mind. Soon he would be in Tarshish, a beautiful city in Spain. 2 Peter 2:19 Your sharing speaks such truth!!! Just as Jesus is faithful to forgive us, and He is full of mercy, grace and love, so a stander must be immersed in Him, put away their own flesh, and show those same things to the prodigal spouse. Praying Against Strongholds Over Your Marriage, How To Bring Blessings To Your Restoration. He also says It doesnt matter whether were talking about Seattle or Atlanta, Chicago or Charlotte, New York or San Antonio, Las Vegas or Louisville. He can send the storm of trouble in your church. You cry, you raise your voice, you act desperate, you act mean, etc. I trust God will bring my husband back. We hear the ENEMYS voice louder than Gods; we have put Gods voice on mute and the enemy tells us that we will be happy if we are divorced from youthen we could be free, happy and fulfilled. Either way, we cant undo the hurt; we can continue to pray for healing and show our loved ones we recognize our error and were not going to repeat it. And I stand on Gods word for restoration with my husband and thank and praise Him for who He is, all He has done and will do!! all thanks and all praise be to Almighty God, he is now back home and we are rebuilding a marriage that from all counts and to the naked eye in the natural realm was dead. Though Nabeel has graduated from this life, his ministry continues to live on in his wife, and his friends. When God calls us to do something, even if we think we have many reasons not to do it, we must be prompt to do it because there is so much blessing in following Him. Thank you for reading The Story Of The Prodigal Spouse, I hope this helps!!! Regardless of what I thought, I had come face-to-face with the miserable consequences of my choices. Stephanie, thank you so much for sharing your testimony, which has encouraged me and has to have blessed many, many others too. Rosarias story is unusual in that it is one of the few in which a prodigal had everything to lose and nothing to gain by turning to God. We'd always been committed to our life together and to our children, family, and community. We praise, worship, give thanks, and march our way to the battlefield, knowing all well that God will deliver his promise to us. Come quickly, Lord! The son of loving devout Muslim parents, Nabeel Qureshi was clean-cut, well-educated, kind, respectful, and . It is so wonderful to know that sharing my story gives other people such hope. Maybe he will take notice of us, and we will not perish (v. 6). Thanks for your interest! No matter what I do, it seems like everything goes wrong. Contact Rejoice; Submit a Testimony; Submit . Your husband sounds like metrying to fix everything and my wife just keeps running. Lost and running in the wrong direction. Notice she said she had faith less than the size of a mustard seed when she first started to approach the Lord for His help. Yet at the same time, I thought I had "done too much" or "wandered too far," and I couldn't forgive myself. I was deceived and left my husband for another man. All Rights Reserved. I thought I was in control and I would do as I pleased. What I learned: The most powerful friendships are those without ulterior motives. One day the wife said to her husband, "Give me half of all we own.". Jonah was the sinner in this situation, and yet his foolish rebellion endangered everyone around him. Please ponder these four words: We never sin alone. So click here to Become A FAM Member, where you can read, respond to or share encouragement from The Prodigal Perspective! The son of loving devout Muslim parents, Nabeel Qureshi was clean-cut, well-educated, kind, respectful, and quite happy with his life. You cant give up even if you want to. He can send the storm of adverse circumstances. You might think hed be on deck helping the sailors. So I spent the next seven months weeping for not being a good husband, father and family leader. Finpecia Active ingredient: Finasteride $0.51 for pill Buy Now Dutas Active ingredient: Dutasteride $1.79 for pill Buy Now Finast Active ingredient: Finasteride $2.08 for pill Buy Now. In Arms We may think that someone has hit rock bottom when they are still scheming a way out of their problems. We cherish our marriage and our relationship with God and He is doing wonderful things in our lives because of it. Thats where we left Jonah in the last message. The world knows this. The answer is simple. Join our Merry Band, become a Brilliant Writer, and dazzle your readers! This has been an amazing journey and I look forward to seeing Gods power and might and restoration fully manifested. We still have a long way to go, but I feel God working in us and guiding us in the right direction. I have had to accept my spouse is a Prodigal, affairs are not a desired direction they want to go down but a by-product of a wounded heart and . All this happened on Nov 30th 2010..I held off from calling him because I was still upset and I figured I didnt do him any harm..he was the one that stepped out in our marriage and on our marriage..ours wasnt a physical stepping as in outside sex.it was an on-going 5 month relationship on the internet, with someone he had been previously involved with. Thankyou, thankyou. As we see how God deals with Jonah, well discover that God deals with us in the same way when we disobey. Our relationship has grown in leaps and bounds since that dreadful time in our lives. Eventually, through her interaction with the humble pastor and his wife, and her study of the Bible, Rosaria came to the conviction that God was real and worth believing. Im standing firm with my Lord Jesus Christ! Copyright 1982 by Thomas Nelson, Inc Used by permission. One of the more frequent type of emails we have received over the years since we have been online is from married couples, where one of the spouses has left the other one for another partner. Learn more about a small group with opportunity to ask questions and get counseling from Dominic Herbst:https://www.walkingthroughcalvary.comRestoring Relati. Thank you for this site and ministry. God wont leave me alone! After reading your post, I am encouraged on a new level. Softly, he wept. Lauren Hillenbrand, Unbroken. At this point the captain (who is no doubt a pagan) has more faith than Jonah does. What is his promise? How else can you explain a mans reckless behavior in having one affair after another? He was tenderhearted and funny, and he loved his little sister. It was all working out like he had planned. If I take the wings of the morning, And dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea, Even there Your hand shall lead me, And Your right hand shall hold me. Let your prodigal GO!!! Prayer to Heal Broken Relationships. Please, pray that God will give me a new heart to know him. However, in the last few years, I began to feel my husband's commitment to us wavering. As far as I could see we were the perfect couplewent out together.stayed home togetherlaughed, joked..we were like two peas in a podof course we had our regular marital problems.no marriage is perfect..in addition to the above we also.. argued and sometimes told each other some harsh words.LIKE EVERY OTHER COUPLEit isnt right but it happens.. Have you ever experienced the life-changing effects of a story? Change). My kids are in trouble. Get up and call on your god! I have been separated for almost a year, and have experienced many blessings along the way. I know God was working on him and sent him home to me. When you walk in the footsteps of the father of the prodig My wife told me she wanted a divorce after twenty-five years of marriage. It was also hard to hear him (the crowd was large and he was an old man at that point). He was so cheerful and sweet! Ashley, herself a drug addict who had lost custody of her daughter, had been reading the Bible and The Purpose Driven Lifeand when Brian Nichols captured her, she spoke to him and read to him from the book, resulting in Nichols eventually releasing her to go to her daughter. I am praying for my marriage to be restored and brand new again, and I have gotten out of Gods way. I thought I was alone and I could find nothing to encourage me as I was the prodigal now praying for the restoration of my marriage. I just lost my job. I have a real sense of His presence and am confident that our marriage will survive this crisis. Rosaria was an English professor at a small liberal arts college, who hated the way Christians spoke against her beliefs and community. I started praying the way you suggested 48 hours ago and today he told me hes moving in with woman he left us for. And this woman went into a very heavy seeking mode. Required fields are marked *. Breaking the Generational curse of Divorce by Melissa, God CAN and WILL Turn a Prodigals Heart! This is where I am at now, my husband is cold and telling me that its never going to work out! God will not let his straying children live in sin forever. Behold, I have given you authority to tread on serpents and scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy, and nothing shall hurt you. As we begin to think about those prodigal friends, prodigal parents, and prodigal sons and daughters, remember this one key point. But forgiveness is not something we can (or want to) muster up on our own. I found myself in a very bad situation many times, and knew that I had invited misery into my life. All Rights Reserved. The term "prodigal" is actually someone who "spends, or has spent, his or her money or substance with wasteful extravagance; a spendthrift." It's someone who "drives away or squanders" what they have. The world generally doesnt care about what we say and do on Sunday morning. God bless all of our marriages and families. Our sin, our compromise, and our deceit always injures our spouse, our children, our friends, and our family. THE ANDERSONS: Forgiving the Prodigal Spouse THE SHRIVERS: After the Affair If God has given you a testimony one that could help and encourage others who are living with the horrible pain of infidelity, we would appreciate it if you would send it to us. This is the first site I have found that give me direction and guidance. We all wonder how to reach this generation that seems so turned off to God and religion. If we wait for people to come to our services, we will in most cases wait forever. I have started to stay quiet and let go more and more every day and to put my trust in God and not man. Thank you once again. Wow! And Im no longer crying or begging my husband to save our family and showing him that Im okay. After his mentor Scott Helvenston was brutally killed in Iraq, and his death televised, the young Chad Williams vowed to become a Navy SEAL and avenge Scotts death. Something that changed her life completely. I know that many who read my words have prodigals in your life. And this powerful testimony should be more than enough encouragement for all of us to renew our commitment to DO things Gods way so we can be assured of getting HIS results, especially since we know that HE hates divorce and marital separation (Malachi 2)! God is also working in ME as I wait, and I like who I am becoming in Him and understand that He has to complete His work in me before reconciliation occurs. There is a voice within every prodigal that tells them what they are doing is wrong. So it goes. Jonah said, I think Ill go west.. He pressed on my lips the burning kiss By Stephanie. And I believe God! I'm fighting with God's help. He can send the storm of a desperately sick child. That moment is a powerful memory etched in my mind, that terrible Mother's Day weekend - when I knew in my gut that he was never coming home again. 1 Corinthians 15:10. I was deep in thought today and I want to share some of my experience as a prodigal. The most difficult thing God has ever asked of me has been to trust in Him, to give my husband completely to Him and to love no matter what. That he will find them and bring them home. Heres his response: You certainly understand that repentance is really the only thing that ever changes anything. NOT COMING BACK. He put on my feet the shoes that miss O Lord, rebuke me not in your anger, nor discipline me in your wrath! I wanted desperately to come home in one sense, because it was the only peace I could truly find. We know God is in control, and we are praying and waiting, but nothing seems to be happening. My passionate spirit from breaking away. Those searing words speak to an inner battle we all feel from time to time, a battle we sometimes sing about in more familiar words: Prone to wander, Lord, I feel it, Remember I wasn't rooted in God so my prayers wasn't as flowing as other people but everyday I gain more and more strength and my faith began to soar..I prayed that God would soften my husband's heart and remind him of the love we once sharedI asked God to send Godly people in his life to speak to him even when I couldn't and God heard me. Some went to a Christian college. 2 Corinthians 12:9 Prodigals think CRAZY things. God knows exactly how to get our attention. Call on your god. We have 7 children who were blindsided as badly as I was. Your testimony helped me to know that God is not done and that the promises He gave me for the restoration of my marriage, my husband and me still stand . Do you consider yourself married in God's eyes regardless of your legal marital status? Crystal had what she thought was the perfect marriage when all of a sudden her husband tells her one day he wants out of the marriage, as he had been having an affair with a woman online. No matter what you may think about the way your friends are living, no matter how angry you may be at the choices they have made, the root problem is never on the outside. The world wants our prayers. I believe God for the restoration of my marriage; yet with or without my marriage, Im looking for God to also fix me and my part in my current situation. I turn my music up to drown out the noise, and advertisements for marriage restoration play on the radio. I have learned that when we finally surrender things to God, we have such peace! Let the peace of the Holy Spirit that is washing over me right now stay over me and keep me comforted in your word and promises, Father, today and tomorrow and forever. He can send the storm of career implosion. Then the Lord sent a great wind on the sea, and such a violent storm arose that the ship threatened to break up. Thats really good news because there is only one person in the universe who can change the heart, and he specializes in divine heart surgery. document.getElementById( "ak_js_1" ).setAttribute( "value", ( new Date() ).getTime() ); The buyer will recieve these sessions via Facebook Messenger, Text or Phone call, A Prodigal Wife Who Finally StopsRunning, There Is No Human Remedy To Change AProdigal. Im just seeking after the heart of God. In a single, silent moment, his rage, his fear, his humilliation and helplessness, had fallen away. We are running from God, and when you act like that, we run from you too. It's really important when standing for a marriage to do everything you're able to build your faith. Please listen to meif my husband had been treating me nice, praising me, encouraging me, showing me respect and unconditional love, I would have been blown away. God kept reminding me of my vows to my husband, and the choice I made to be married until death do us part that I made long ago I simply could not forget, no matter how hard I tried. God will take whatever level of faith you are operating at with Him and then move to help you out with your current situation as long as you are directly seeking after His help and are willing to fully surrender the entire matter into His hands. Yet while I was a great way off He said he wanted to talk and wanted to know if he could come by the househe wanted to know if I could forgive him for what he did and for us to try again at our Stephanie, Therefore take up the whole armor of God, that you may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand firm. Amazing, isnt it, how when you want to run from God, you can always find a boat going where you want to go. I know you're praying for me. After he had wasted all his inheritance inwildliving, he ended up feeding the pigs (Luke 15:15-16). But I have faith that God will bring my wife back and Im a stander for however long it takes!! Ive done all I can to restore my marriage and now I am surrendering it all to God. I pray that God continues to uphold you in magnificent ways. In spite of all this , I believed he loved me just as much as I loved himyou could imagine my surprise and heart break when one day after a short disagreementand I mean short.lasting no more that a few minutes..my beloved husband packed his clothes and walked out of my life. There he could live the high life, far from the presence of the Lord. Even though I wrestled with what God wanted me to do because I thought I had many reasons not to go home, I was given a second chance to finally obey God and returned to my husband. I know from my own experience during my stand that I need to regularly set aside specific time to pray and allow the Holy Spirit to build my faith and speak to my heart. In it's narrowest definition, it doesn't. promising them freedom while they themselves are slaves of corruption; for by what a man is overcome, by this he is enslaved. I am going through exactly same marriage problem like Crystal. My heart has gone bitter. And your clinginess, desperation and tears make us sick to our stomachs; not because we dont care about youbecause we dowe love you, but it is hidden so deep inside that we cant see or feel it. But he said to me, My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness. Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me. But, for some reason, you cant stop thinking of your prodigal. BeABrilliantWriter.com. Use this time to complete the work that needs to be done in yourself and let God work on your spouse. Here is a simple question that can open up a spiritual conversation: Just those six words make such a difference. Whenever you read a story like this in the Bible, you know there has to be a but coming. Every prodigal is shown the way out, but chooses to turn their back on what is right. Why? Also notice she went into a very heavy seeking mode by searching out every good book she could find on marriage, prayer, and spiritual warfare. We already have an article on how powerful of a strategy this is with the Lord. Some were missionaries. It's all a LIE, but we don't know that. Its like God is mad at me or something. My wounds stink and fester because of my foolishness. As He tells us, Come to me all you who are weary and heavy laden and you will find rest for your souls. Hes got our marriages in His hands, so we should be at peace. Besides being a fascinating autobiography about a powerful evangelist who sadly passed away last year, this book gives readers a helpful look into Christian apologetics, Islam, and evangelism. This means that you do not have to have large amounts of faith with the Lord to get the show going with Him. We claim to know the living God. My husband has cancer. This is just what I needed, so thank you for sharing your testimony. He put on my neck a chain to hold I dont even know if this is still an active thread. Its all a LIE, but we dont know that. Yet, we show you, our spouses, that we are happy and that we could not have it better any other way; life is good, we are feeling good and having the time of our lives. This is the reason you cant give up. In short..God was speaking to him all along but he was too proud to just walk back and admit that he was wrong but he wanted to so much.. I could not see beyond the circumstances however, or the BIG PICTURE of what He had in store for us. Dear Spouse, It's me, your lost beloved. The thought of going home seemed like it would only be going backwards, and into a life that would not fulfill me. Another thing she did when she went on the offensive was to plead the blood of Jesus around the situation. I really dont blame her because we lived as strangers for many years, but there always seemed to be a bond that kept us together. I know how hard this must be. Take any major American city, including those in the so-called Bible Belt, and you can see it for yourself. they struggled with feelings of guilt and shame, what REALLY happens on the other side of the mountain. I have dreams, visions, and endless memories of you. Thank you for such beautiful encouragement. That scorches deeper than fires of wrath. When you are hurt, love them (they hurt too). But true friendship also means trusting each other enough to wrestle with uncomfortable topics rather than smooth them over and pretend they dont exist. You are hurting; you are broken. The heart of man plans his way, but the Lord establishes his steps. If you have a spouse that has left you for another person, it would be our recommendation to plead the blood of Jesus around them, and then plead the blood of Jesus against any demons who are trying to get in the middle of this, along with pleading the blood of Jesus directly against the person they are having the affair with. 136 days of reeling and praying for a reconciliation. But we have to take responsibility for our choices as well. I wanted desperately to come home in one sense, because it was the only peace I could truly find. I too am a testimony of God putting a marriage back together that was broken to pieces, and in our eyes, beyond repair. When your relationship and love for God far surpasses that of your wife/husband, you have arrived. Hes got your number written on his heart. God-ordained Spouses who God has standing and praying for your prodigal spouse will find themselves going through the stages below. I too thought I didnt want to be with my husband; I thought there was no way we could work through our issues, and that he just didnt understand and that it would be better and okay for us to part. Lord, I am stepping out of the way and trusting you and that restoration is already on its way. What I learned: Hospitality and respect for those who believe differently than you do are powerful forces for change. He went down to Joppa (an ancient port city just south of modern-day Tel Aviv) where he found a boat bound for Tarshish. 2. Change), You are commenting using your Facebook account. I thought it was the life that I no longer wanted. And: God is worth the sacrifice. At first, I was a little embarrassed to share it, but I realize that was the enemys condemnation and that I need to use my testimony as God has commanded, which I hope blesses you and will help overcome and hurl down the devil as you stand for the restoration of your marriage and family (Revelation 12:10-11). . document.getElementById( "ak_js_1" ).setAttribute( "value", ( new Date() ).getTime() ); Your email address will not be published. The truth is, Gods plan continues to chase us, and until we surrender our lives to Him we will be miserable. As we have showed you in our article titled, Bible Verses on Faith, the Bible tells us that faith the size of a mustard seed will move mountains. Jake. Prodigal spouses who are truly repentant will express genuine thankfulness to God and their deserted spouses for what they've done. Thank you! We cant pay our bills. The Bible says to seek and then you will find what you are looking for. A Psalm of David, for the memorial offering. Blackened my brow where all might see, For those of you who have been on the receiving end of adultery, you know exactly what I am talking about. God is doing Gods work in my husband. God crushed me and brought me to my knees and after countless hours of repentence, the fog cleared and things became crystal clear. I believe my story is a good example that proves running from Gods plan is never a good idea. And now Im praying for his heart and for him to forget about the person he was with. He is that amazing. Nabeel Qureshi. If you give up, who will fight for me? His decision was very shocking and hurtful. It has become hard because the enemy deceived me, and the entire time I was running, I knew it was wrong. We may be alone when we sin, but we never sin alone. Get away from this person!! I cried DAILY AND HOURLYI felt all hope was gone.I mean how do you get someone to love you again when that person is saying I never loved you at all..YOU CANT.BUT GOD CAN. Posted It was also then that I started to pray for my husbands heart, and God has truly worked wonderful things to bring us to where we are today. You say you know God. God bless you as you continue to heal with your husband and family. So thank you so very, very much! He knows how to put us to sleep while the world crashes in around us. For my iniquities have gone over my head; like a heavy burden, they are too heavy for me. And I will bring them out from the peoples and gather them from the countries, and will bring them into their own land. God is faithfulwe know that, so now we just have to actually believe it. Nice little deal he had going there. Are you living married? Thank you so much for this testimony. Jonah is about to learn this truth the hard way. Just do your partLOVE, LOVE, LOVErespect, support, praise and help. God bless you and your family as well and thank you for joining my journey on Heart of a Wife. This is just what I needed to wake me up from this nightmare. IT IS JUST TEMPORARY! Thank you for your testimony, encouragement and hope. If you come a day too soon, the prodigal will always think, With one more day, I would have figured out a way to solve my own problems. As long as the scheming and lying and deceiving continues, the best thing we can do is to pray for Gods Spirit to bring them to their senses and to wait patiently until that day comes. They can do without our sermons, but they cant live without our prayers. Our Testimony to Rejoice Marriage Ministries. We hear the ENEMY'S voice louder than God's; we have put God's voice on mute and the enemy tells us that we will be happy if we are divorced from youthen we could be free, happy and fulfilled. I am a standing husband and working on myself and my walk with God. So we are all blessed that the Lord has worked so mightily in the hearts, minds, spirits and circumstances of our prodigal members and that they are willing to share their unique Prodigal Perspective and give us a much clearer understanding of what REALLY happens on the other side of the mountain; because just As declared in Genesis 50:20, what Satan intended for harm and evil, God ALWAYS intended for good and for the saving of many livesand in this case, for the saving of many marriages and families as well! But then Louis heard the message of the gospel, and turned into an entirely different person. My husband left home three years ago, and its been a turbulent time for both of us. Seeing the danger, he wants Jonah to wake up and start praying. Some of them grew up in Sunday School. Please do so even if what you have to write isn't very long in length. And thats especially evident in the way God uses the encouragement and insight gained when our members share Their Prodigal Perspective. I cant seem to get ahead; people are angry with me; my life is upside down. Thank you for sharing this. (THIS INCLUDES JUDGES IN A COURTROOM!) I enlisted the help of three persons.a Prophetess, an Apostle, and a church Pastor..these were all spiritual people I knewand strong men and women of GodI knew I wasnt strong in my spirit and my faith was way less than even that of a mustard seed. 4-5). The hurt that I caused them was far beyond any words that I could use to describe. RELINQUISH your spouse to God. He is truely my Savior and I thank him for bringing me out of the darkness. It wasnt logical nor was it the woman that I had been married to the previous 10 years. Unlike most of the people on this list, Nabeel was not a prodigal in any outward way. YOU HAVE BEEN CALLED INTO THIS BATTLE, AND GOD WILL BRING YOUR VICTORY IF YOU DO NOT GIVE UP!!!! I had always attached it to a person who had left their faith. This has been a three year battle, and I am going down the wrong path again by crying and screaming. I am writing this with Love, because I dont want you guys to make the same mistakes. They stay home, stay in bed, wake up late, take a walk, read the paper, watch TV, and in general live as if the church doesnt exist. God is so good and he guided me to this site so I could read this. He still has love for the NCP. I can preach a thousand sermons, we can all sing a thousand hymns, and together we can attend a thousand church services, but apart from the Lord it will do no good. Several years ago I ran across the work of a Canadian poet named Ethelwyn Wetherald who lived in the early part of the 20th century. Now I have laid everything at his feet while I work on myself and pray and praise the Lord for the restoration of my marriage. I give all the thanks and praise to God for what he didit doesnt matter what your situation looks like.it doesnt matter how impossible and dead it seemsit doesnt matter what your husband or wife is planning..we plan but God is also planning and he works EVERYTHING out together for those that love the LORD.. DO NOT GIVE UP.THE DEVIL AND EVEN YOUR OWN MIND IS GOING TO TRY TO TELL YOU TO MOVE ONLEAVE HIM/HER ALONEHE/SHE DOESNT WANT YOU..THERE IS NOTHING YOU CAN DO..THERE IS NO ONE THAT CAN HELP YOU NOW..DO NOT LISTENeven in your tears.cry out to God.when you dont know what to say..just say JESUS.nothing moretears is a language God understands and he is going to work it out.. But God, He is my lawyer and I am doing exactly what Crystal did! Stephanie, how encouraging it is to see that the mighty hand of God was working in your life. All rights reserved. Thank you so much for your feedback. But when she wrote a scathing criticism of one of the local Christian gatherings, to her surprise, she received a thoughtful and kind reply from a pastor who invited her to call him. My marriage was over. 2. We are all prodigals, in some ways, and at some times. I know its because you are praying. God indeed stopped me and now I am the one praying to God for my husbands heart and I am the one who wants restoration. We come home to you, our spouses, and you throw stones at us. There is nothing you can say or do, and everything you say or do in your will, will FAIL. He knows exactly how to get in touch with you. Notice several key things Crystal did to get God to move on her behalf. Let us then with confidence draw near to the throne of grace, that we may receive mercy and find grace to help in time of need. Sometimes, when my own faith is flagging, it is encouraging to read stories about (and usually by) people who have struggled usually with tougher situations than mine and overcome. Glory to God! He can send the storm of financial collapse. It moved me to put on the armour of God and pull my Boo back from the Pit as well. The Bible can speak even to people who are antagonistic to it as long as they are willing to study it with an open mind. In the story Jesus told, the father waited for his son to return and then ran to meet him when he was still far from home. I believe when God sees this kind of intense seeking activity, He is really moved, and sometimes that is what will get Him to move to answer the prayer. The world doesnt care about our religion, but the world wants us to pray. Because stories teach us far more effectively than any objective lessons. How else you explain a mother who abandons her own children? But (as for me), I will sacrifice to You With the voice of thanksgiving; I shall pay that which I have vowed. It doesnt matter what free will tells us because Proverbs tells us that we can choose our plans, but God directs our steps. Not a chance. The good news is, God will always provide a way out for you. Your testimony was put in front of me at the most perfect time! Shes in Gods handmy family is in Gods hand and He will restore my marriage in Jesus name! And if they were able to survive, thrive, and encounter Gods goodness in their troubles, so can we. Thank you for sharing, Stephanie. Underlying all this are two bits of very important theology: 1. And it is an even more powerful message from Stephanie because the day before, she had been given a bad report and chose to stand on the power and promise of Gods Word instead of receiving that news and was then blessed with a wonderful praise instead of what would surely not have turned out well if she had acted on what she heard! Reflection for 29 June5 July 2020 The Atonement Rocks! When you are angry, love them (for they are angry too). I am just waiting for my husband to come back, because Satan is already defeated, but its our faith that moves mountains! But it was such a privilege and joy to see him in person, even from a distance . So Jonah paid his fare, boarded the ship, and as it left the harbor, he went down below to take a nap. So, you will keep fighting. In just a few sentences Prodigal Yet captures the plight of the straying child who isnt quite ready to give up the high life in the far country: Muck of the sty, reek of the trough, Some were leaders in their youth group. Those whom I love, I reprove and discipline, so be zealous and repent. As you will see when reviewing her testimony below, Crystal was determined she was not going to lose her good marriage over something like this, so she stormed the throne of God asking Him to move to bring her husband back. The problem is always in the heart. We even think our children will be just fineanother lie. Hes going to seduce you with anger, bitterness, sex, and anything else he can to eliminate your will to press forward in this battle. His marriage began falling apart and he nearly hurt his baby daughter and strangled his wife Cynthia. If you do, wake up and pray for us!. DO NOT GIVE IN AND DO NOT BE MOVED by what they say or do. Let your prodigal GO!!! Today, the family travels around the world telling their story and encouraging others in similar straits but it is a hard-won victory, one you can read for yourself in this gripping duo-biography. He will always lead us right back to his will. We want to personally thank Crystal for allowing us to release her testimony on our site, as it will help show others that God can move to restore broken marriages, no matter how hopeless things may look in the natural. He filled my body with meat and wine, Thank you for the testimony and the encouragement. What I learned: Bitterness and vengefulness is vain it destroys us from the inside out, and hurts those we love as well. I know he is coming home and I know what unconditional love is now! I will give them a heart to know Me, for I am the LORD; and they will be My people, and I will be their God, for they will return to Me with their whole heart. Stephanie. Please, dont give up on me! This is just what I needed today! I too prayed and prayed and felt so alone. But the movie only tells the first half of Louiss story. Every step we take out of the will of God hurts those around us. Prone to leave the God I love. The son would have said, If only you had left me alone for one more day, I would have made all my money back because I was investing in pork bellies.. There is no peace, says my God, for the wicked. And when we finally realize that it doesnt matter what we see and hear about and from our spouses and their plans and lives because Gods Word and Will can NOT be thwarted, we can walk in the confidence declared in Isaiah 8:10, which says Devise your strategy, but it will be thwarted; propose your plan, but it will not stand, for God is with us. Repentance is first of all a work of God in the human heart. The bible says he himself (GOD) will bring them home!! The pain adultery causes in a marriage relationship is extreme and traumatic, as a broken heart is one of the worst kinds of pain you can go through. It seems like everywhere I go, God is reminding me to come back home. Deuteronomy 20:4 Our hearts are broken. I read those words and think about how quickly we can fall, how far we can go, and how easy it is to deceive ourselves and others. But I finally understand and it is only by Gods grace and lots of prayers that I still place my hope in the Lord and His promises and I believe deep down that it is not over even though it might seem that way. Even in hard times, offer God a sacrifice of thanksgiving and keep any vow or promise you have made to Him, and see what He will do! Because we are LOSTwe are HURTINGand we are SAD. And so he did. I finally cried out to God for help and in response God gave me the same instructions that I had been avoiding to go home. But I simply could not imagine that I would end up back in the original place from where I tried to escape for so long! Everyone on board is endangered by Jonahs sin. Even if it takes many years, there is hope, and the final result may be more beautiful than you ever dreamed. He hates it! When you are done with your self-pity, you decide to pray and fast for your loved one. Prayers for your Prodigal. It makes us feel horrible because we KNOW what we are doing is wrong; you dont need to tell us. And those things came by the Holy Spirit working in my wifes life. My husband prayed for me and was the one standing for our marriage during that time. I made a promise to God and to myself that WHEN he restored my marriage, I would testify and tell the world.I would share EVERY single detail no matter how shameful and embarrassing it would be, in the hope and knowledge that I would someday be able to bring some kind of hope for a hurting wife or husband who wouldve been going through what I once was. I just found this site and Ive been doing everything you said not to do! God will bring them home. All Bible verses are from the New International Version 1984 unless otherwise indicated. Blacken my soul where none may see. As my husband led me through the front door, colorful balloons and handmade signs adorned the living room wall. Any amount will help! The enemy will do everything to destroy your stand and keep your loved one in bondage. My heart has gone bitter. Now my prodigal wife wants nothing to do with God, which is extremely frustrating and heart breaking. He can send the storm in so many different ways. Reading this testimony gave me so much hope, so I want to say thank you for restoring my faith. Why are we still sleeping? While doing some research on her writings, I found a little-known poem she wrote about what its like to be a prodigal on the way back home but with your heart not yet changed. Amen. He put on my feet the shoes that miss No chance to tread in the narrow path; He pressed on my lips the burning kiss That scorches deeper than fires of wrath. Mostly they are uninterested in anything the church has to offer. You have loved ones who are away from the Lord. Certainly, it is well done, and the conclusion that following Gods plan for our lives is the right one, but oh, how true it is the hurt we cause loved ones when we fail to obey the Lord. A comfy Mediterranean cruise. *Book title/movie links are affiliate links unless otherwise noted. Louis Zamperini was an Olympic runner and talented mischief-maker whose incredible survival story (30+ days floating in the open ocean after his plane crashed into the sea; then a year in a brutal Japanese POW camp being tormented by a sadistic guard) became a best-selling book, then a movie directed by Angelina Jolie. You feel like your whole world has been shattered and that you will never be able to trust your spouse again, even though you are asking God to bring your mate back to you as you cannot stand the pain of that broken heart. They dont care enough to be hostile. Satan has his ships, and they are always ready to take on another passenger. For thus says the Lord God: Behold, I, I myself will search for my sheep and will seek them out. Thank you for sharing; your story is my story. How could a man sleep during a terrible storm like this? My Father ran with compassion for me. Pray for my husband Nick. The problem is always on the inside. While Susan knows this deeply wounded her son, he never talked about it much or acknowledged it bothered him. He doesnt give you a remarkable amount to make it easy; he gives you just enough so that in your weakness, his power will rest upon you. I keep pushing him farther and farther away. That wont change no matter how much we preach against it. (Note from Linda: Stephanie shared this powerful message on the private site last night and I have no doubt that it will be a blessing to everyone standing for marriage restoration, especially when another person is involved. For six years, best friends and debate partners David and Nabeel argued back and forth, challenging each other and digging deep to figure out whose beliefs were actually true. May I ask you a question? The one spouse who has been left behind then starts praying to God to bring their spouse back home. Or where can I flee from Your presence? The next thing she did right was to enlist the aid of three powerful prayer warriors to help her with her prayers to the Lord. Oh my goodness! I accepted the truth and knew deep in my heart that beyond all the pain in our lives, going back was where I belonged. But I would have been drawn to that peace and it would have woken me up. (LogOut/ And The Prodigal Perspective always bears witness to and confirms Isaiah 57:20-21, which declaresBut the wicked are like the tossing sea, which cannot rest, whose waves cast up mire and mud. No one gets a free ride on the Ship of Fools. Thank you for sharing your story; it makes me realize that nothing is impossible through Christ. Father, I relinquish my spouse to you. So thank you for the reminder to stand back and let God do His work. God will keep his promise. At first, I didnt know what to do, but I finally ran to God.. I am still shaking after reading your post. Its not outer change we need, but deep, inner transformation by the Holy Spirit. He can and He will!!! I know the days were hard on him too, but the strength that he drew from the Lord was the strength that I needed to come back home to. Jeremiah 24:7. Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Her experience and insight is a perfect illustration of the biblical principles of standing for marriage restoration and confirms just why God teaches us to do what His Word says (Luke 6:46-49); He made us and He knows how we tick! Sign up to join over 20,000 subscribers receiving our weekly sermon email. Restoration wont work if youre not ready. Today is March 16th 2011. It's faith that moves mountains (Matthew 21:21). O church, why arent we praying? In 2005, widowed single mother Ashley Smith was in the middle of moving when she was apprehended by an escaped murderer and held hostage in her apartment for seven hours. SEAL of God is the story of how Chad Williams came to find a mission even more meaningful than the initial dreams of revenge that drove him through the harshest military training for only the most elite soldiers. And even if the world doesnt want our religion, it desperately wants our prayers. Please, pray that God will give me a new heart to know him. Forgiveness is freedom. Testimony - God Restores a Broken Marriage. (LogOut/ In my own journey, I hurt people before I knew the Lord. Your email address will not be published. My story has so many things in common with all here. Some went on mission trips. Psalm 139:7-10 Where can I go from Your Spirit? When good student and obedient son Christopher Yuan turned his back on his family and embraced drugs, homosexuality, promiscuity, and rebellion, his mother Angela (who was struggling through a failing marriage) decided to kill herself. And sometimes we feel that our spouse is the enemy, so we have to love them; they need our love because they have been taken captive by the enemy. The people of the world say to us, Cant you see what is happening? All the sailors were afraid and each cried out to his own god (vv. 4. Mark 10:9 Therefore what God has joined together, let not man separate. My passionate spirit from breaking away. 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